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ATTENTION to all.....

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 04:36:45 GMT

hai...kyuu-chan here...
i'm sooo sorry for not updating the story...but i dun think i'll be here for a very long time...
i've been to busy to even write anything...i know i promise you guys lots of thing...but i just can't simply find a time...
i hv to squeeze all of my time together just to write this....i will not be gone permenently..but you'll see me sumtimes...
and to all i've change my e-mail....even my YM (yahoo messenger) and MSN are change..(using the new account....if u guys want just send me a PM and i will PM u my mel...^^)
if u guys wanna drop by and say hi..u are most welcome...

i miss all of you guys....and i'm sooo sorry...T.T

[Fic Update] I Love You - Chapter 3

Fri, 07 Mar 2008 06:33:27 GMT

Title: I Love You...
Chapter: 03/??
Author: kyuu-chan (that's me! ^^)
Beta: Pachi-nee (my unnie! ^^)
Rating: PG-17...I guess, coz it kinda uhh mild and sweet
Pairing: Jaeho - seme!jae and uke!ho-
Genre: Angst, Chaptered

Summary: A story down a memory lane, a memory he wish to forget, but can't, he won't forget...so painful, but he still grasping it...Yunho...
A/N: I'm sooo sorry for the aooooooo damn late update...as i said before my net connection is a total sux...and damn i have to format my laptop and it reasult with lost of all my already written fic which i havn't post any of it yet..T.T
I noe i havepromise lots of fics...but it just gone...uwaaa.....!!!!! i'm so sorry...and i'm kinda depress and frustrated...someone stole my phone my final is this monday...i'm seriously dead...arghhh...anyway here's the loomg awaited chapter for you guys...^^
and chloeee-chan thanks for your support...!! ILU!!

Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Yunho couldn’t focus on anything around him. He just saw the man he loved whole heartedly --- the man who used to be his best friend --- kissing another guy. His vision started to blur, and he felt a tear slide down the side of his face --- and then another, and another. Yunho was rooted to the floor, his tears still flowing, until Jae’s eyes met his and everything crumbled.

Yunho ran as fast as he could, but before he could get out of the campus gates, a hand held him back --- just like before. Suddenly, Jae was hugging him from the back, and Yunho continued to cry silently in his best friend’s arms.

He doesn’t even know how they ended up in his apartment, most especially on his bed --- with Jae on top of him. But at that moment, Yunho could really care less. Jae was kissing him softly. (So sweetly that even Yunho felt as if he was going to break at any moment.) Jae continued with his musings --- silently --- trailing butterfly kisses along Yunho’s chest before lightly scraping his teeth against a nipple, making Yunho arch his back to the touch.

An even more careful hand moved down to release Yunho’s aching member from its confinements. Somehow along the way, their shirts and jeans were taken off, leaving them naked and bare for each other to see. Jae continued to kiss Yunho tenderly as he reached for the bottle of lube to prepare his soon to be lover. Jae took his time and it made Yunho’s stomach churn with need. And when Jae finally slid himself into Yunho, the taller man arched against his touch.

Their love making was slow and natural, as if they had been lovers for years. Their hands and lips moved desperately to remember each and every detail of each other’s bodies.

Gradually, Jae’s thrusts started to become faster --- coming in harder, and his teeth continued to nip along the side of Yunho’s neck, marking him as his. The feel of Jae’s member hitting his prostate over and over again had Yunho whimpering and moaning. Silently in his heart, he call out to Jae --- releasing it freely in his mind.

"Jae...Jae...Jae...I love you...JAE!!"

Yunho found his release, exploding on both their abs and chests. Not long after, Jae followed suit, muttering Yunho’s name.

“Yunho…look at me.” Jae said lovingly as he rested against Yunho’s back, his arms around the younger man.

Yunho hesitated for a moment, but he turned around anyway --- and waited, patiently as always, until Jae finally decided to talk.

“I… I love you, I love you so much Yunho that it hurt me to see you with other people, even if they were just your friends. I wanted to let everyone know that you were mine and mine alone. That’s why when you started to act cold, I wasn’t able to take it. I didn’t mean to hurt you, Yunho. What happened in the hall was a bet that we made and nothing more. When I saw you cry I didn’t know what to do. I felt like our world was falling apart. That’s when I realized that I can’t deny myself anymore. I love you so much Yunho, and I won’t let you go ever again. Remember this, you’re mine Yunho. Understand?”

Jae finally took a breath as Yunho smiled sweetly at him, nuzzling his cheeks against the older man’s chest as an answer.

a/n: dun dun...ain't it sweet...well this is the only sweet scene u'll get out of me..preapre for the more twisted part later key...*evil grin*

[Fic] Yunho Tutor Time

Wed, 27 Feb 2008 10:57:58 GMT

Title: Yunho Tutor Time
Author: kyuu-chan (that's me! ^^)
Rating: NC-17, R
Pairing: JaeHo (of course seme!jae and uke!ho)
Genre: SMUT huneyy....xDD

Summary: Jaejoong is Yunho senior in high-school. Since Yunho and Jae are roommate they decide that Jae should tutor him. The exam just over and Jae is not happy with Yunho Physics result. What would Jae do to our Yunho??
A/N: I'm soooooo sorry for the umm lateness off 'I Love You' story. My internet connection is sux. I can't seem to get through it. I take about 2 hours and a half just to post this fic. Just to make it up i make a JaeHo smut for all of 'I Love You' readers and all of those who decide to read this smut ^^. I Love you guys! (This doesn't have any connection with 'I Love You' okey)

“Knock, Knock”

Jaejong stop anything that he do with Yunho and proceed to open the door. There stood three goofy faces asking for Yunho.

“Hyung, are you done tutoring Yunnie? We plan on playing soccer this evening” said the oldest of the three.

“Hmm…sorry kids but your Yunnie just made a mistake on getting a B in Physics. I can’t let him go unpunished ne? Or do you boys want to join the punishment?” the three of them shuddered at the sight of Jaejoong grin maniacally. They back themselves before bowing and sprint across the hall thinking ‘almost’ same thought Jaejoong sure are scary.

‘I’m sorry Yunnie but Jae-hyung is scary. I don’t want to do any more tests! The last time you make me stay it almost blew up my head with all those test.’

‘Uwaa, I almost couldn’t believe Yunnie got that kind of tutor. I wish him practically safe from any of those punishments. Why did the punishment sound so wrong when Jae-hyung said it?’

‘Hah…he was punishing Yunnie, no wonder he’s in his sadistic mode. I hope you save your precious ass Yunho! I could get a good laugh at you tomorrow.’

Now back to Jaejoong who close the door with a satisfied smile. ‘Those kids won’t bother me anymore’ he thought.

“Now, where were we?” An evil grin find it’s way on Jaejoong’s face.
“Um, we were on number 20 hyung.” Yunho cowered slightly.

Jaejong slide out a small paddle from under the bed.

“Do you want to resume it on my lap or on the desk?”

“The d-desk h-hyung.”

Yunho moved to his desk. Jaejoong pulled down Yunho’s pants and underwear all in one swift motion. Yunho felt the cold air hit his erect member and prepared for the blow.

Thwak. “Twenty one.”
Thwak. “Twenty two.”
…
Thwak. “F-for-tty nine.” Yunho panted slightly.

He was so turned on, that it hurt.

“Please hyung, no more! It hurts.” Yunho plead, his upper body already sprawled on the desk to support himself.

Jaejoong smirked as he gazed at Yunho’s red cheeks. “What hurts Yunnie ah?”
Yunho panted slightly, unable to answer. Instead, he pointed to his now fully erect and wet member. Jaejoong poked it slightly with the paddle. “Well Yunnie, you should know what you should do?” He poked at the slit of Yunho’s cock.

Yunho cried out in both pleasure and pain. Suddenly Yunho felt warmth engulfing the head of his member that make him shivered with pleasure.

“More…unnh hyung!” Yunho pleaded. Jaejoong then start to licked in an up and down motion, occasionally swirling his tongue at the tip, while using his hands to keep Yunho from thrusting into his mouth. Feeling Yunho about to come, Jaejoong released Yunho from his mouth. Yunho whimpered in need. Jaejoong grabbed their school tie and tied it around Yunho’s erection, keeping him from coming.

“Hyung, please me-I need…” Yunho desperate pleas were silence by Jaejoong furious kiss before he led Yunho away from the table and pushed Yunho onto the bed. He grabbed Yunho’s erection and stroked it. Yunho’s member twitched with need.

Jaejoong reached for the lube under his pillow. He quickly put some on his fingers and thrust one finger in Yunho’s hole. At the same time, he took Yunho in his mouth. Yunho shivered and twitched from the pain of not being able to cum and from the pleasure of being in Jaejoong’s mouth. Then, Yunho saw white as Jaejoong hit his prostate.

Soon, Jaejoong entered another finger and another. Stretching slowly, Jaejoong prepared to enter Yunho. After preparing his own erection with the lube, he slowly thrust into Yunho until Yunho’s warmth fully engulfing him. Waiting a while for Yunho to get used to it, Jaejoong began a slow thrusting pattern.

“God Yunho, you’re so tight!” Jaejoong’s voice dripped with pleasure.
“Nn, hyung, p-please, let me cum! Ahh, Jae!”

Feeling his orgasm coming, Jaejoong quickly undid Yunho’s string and began to stroke him with his hand, leading him to an orgasm.

“Ahhhh! Jae!!” Yunho shouted in ecstasy as everything turned white around him, and he came. Jaejoong, feeling the walls around his erection tighten, as well as the sensation of cum hitting him, came crying out Yunho’s name.

They collapsed onto each other, tired from the whole thing.

“Now my ass hurt. Chun would laugh at me tomorrow…mou” pout Yunho.

“Is it my fault? You’re the one who said that if you don’t get an A for physics I can punish you ‘anyway’ I want.”

“But I don’t mean it like this. You seriously are a pervert! What kind of hyung teach this stuff towards their dongsaeng?!”

“One of a kind Yunnie. One of a kind” murmured jaejoong before he felt Yunho snuggle up to him and sleep in his embrace.

[Fic Update] I Love You

Fri, 22 Feb 2008 10:28:17 GMT

Title: I Love You...
Chapter: 02/??
Author: kyuu-chan (that's me! ^^)
Beta: Pachi-nee (my unnie! ^^)
Rating: PG-13 -but there would be uhh PG-16?? or NC-17??-
Pairing: Jaeho - seme!jae and uke!ho- (slight JaeChun)
Genre: Angst, Chaptered

Summary: A story down a memory lane, a memory he wish to forget, but can't, he won't forget...so painful, but he still grasping it...Yunho...
A/N: Again I dedicate this to all of you who have given me much support for this...I love you guys ^^...
and i also dedicate this to my lovely unnie who have been beta-ing my fic...(so i hv edit all the previous chap thanx to her ^^

Prologue
Chapter 1

Chapter 2

“Ha! I’m older! You need to call me hyung!” Jaejoong said, excited to meet a new dongsaeng. He started laughing, but then he stopped when he realized that Yunho couldn’t speak and wouldn’t be able to laugh with him.

Yunho on the other hand didn’t seem to mind, because he only smiled that adorable smile again as he wrote something else in the sand.

“Hyung!”

All the guilt got lost somewhere in the back of Jaejoong’s mind, and he just smiled sheepishly as they continued talking to each other.

From then on both boys became the best of friends. Jae even learned how to use sign language so he could communicate better with Yunho. And on some days, they even made up their own signs for each other.

Since Yunho was only able to speak through sign language and Jaejoong was always the one to translate for Yunho, they went to the same school. And as they grew up, their friendship became much deeper and they became much closer than before.

In reality, their personalities were complete polar opposites of each other. Their other friends always wondered how they ended up being so close. Jaejoong was like a fire that burned furiously. While Yunho was like water; always cool, calm and collected --- dangerous in a more silent way.

Somehow even with their differences, their interests brought them together. They both loved to dance, and their passion for music and the arts was incomparable.

When they turned twenty, they both went to the same college. However, each took a different course. Yunho majored in the arts (He wouldn’t be required to talk much as long as he had the talent), while Jaejoong majored in music.

Being a college student was more difficult for Yunho because their art assignments always cost a lot of money. So Yunho decided to apply for a part-time job. Jaejoong felt lonely without Yunho, and he ended up applying for the same job as well. (He thought Yunho needed his assistance anyway.)

Most of their days were spent together, and their friends started to tease them about acting like a lovey-dovey couple. Whenever they did, Jaejoong would brush it off as nothing, telling their friends to quit it already.

But it was different for Yunho.

He would either blush intensely or fidget non-stop. He always felt weird when their friends talked about how he and Jaejoong could be a couple.

Deep in Yunho’s heart he knew he actually yearned for Jaejoong’s love. But knowing their differences, Yunho never dwelled on his feelings for too long. Jaejoong was such a beauty compared to him, and he also had a stable future being an only son. Jaejoong had so many admirers who would be able to make him happy, dashing young men who would submit to his every whim.

So why would he want Yunho? Who would want a lover who was mute?

Yunho tried to distance himself from Jaejoong. But the more Yunho moved away, the closer Jaejoong became. After a while, in his desperation, Yunho started to act colder without noticing it. And somewhere along the way, Jaejoong finally snapped. Their friendship became a blur, until eventually, it was gone.

Five months of no communication passed between them. Jaejoong never talked to Yunho. No emails, not even text messages.

Almost everyday, Yunho cried himself to sleep thinking about Jaejoong. He just wanted to get over him, he just needed space… he never thought he would lose Jaejoong for good.

To ease the pain, Yunho started to tell himself that this was for the best. Jaejoong had enough friends, friends who were more worthy of his presence. It broke Yunho’s heart to imagine him with anyone else, but there was nothing left for him to do.

Jaejoong didn’t need him anymore.

Yunho was already late for his next class. He ran through the hallways, fully intent on making it on time. But something stopped him dead on his tracks. There --- in the middle of the hallway --- stood Jaejoong with his new best friend, Park Yoochun. Jaejoong had his arm around Yoochun’s waist, while the other simply reflected his actions.

That wasn’t what made Yunho plant his feet on the ground though. It was what Jaejoong did after Yunho saw them that made his heart stop along with his lungs.

Jaejoong leaned in to kiss Park Yoochun… in front of the entire school.

a/n: uwaaa...thank you unnie!!! for beta-ing this for me...ILUSM!!!!
and i probably won't update on weekend...soooo sorry...but if you guys love me u can wait right..thank you!!!!

The poll are close...

Fri, 22 Feb 2008 07:24:18 GMT

haha...i close the poll...it's already two days....
so here is the result...no vote after this is count key...love you guys and thanx for voting...

JaeHoChun
28 (21.7%)

JaeHoMin
48 (37.2%)

JaeHoSu
23 (17.8%)

MinHoChun
10 (7.8%)

MinHoSu
20 (15.5%)

SuHoChun
22 (17.1%)

so the winner is JaeHoMIn...guess i should write those huh...
i'm sorry that i can't write it all...for everyone who have vote thank you...i'll be writing it soon...
so everyone that have vote..please wait patiently keyy...love you guys...
thanx <33

[Fic Update] I Love You

Thu, 21 Feb 2008 08:00:59 GMT

Title: I Love You...
Chapter: 01/??
Author: kyuu-chan (that's me! ^^)
Beta: Pachi-nee (my unnie! ^^)

Rating: PG-13 -but there would be uhh PG-16?? or NC-17??-
Pairing: Jaeho - seme!jae and uke!ho-
Genre: Angst, Chaptered

Chapter 1

The man suddenly went rigid.

The drawing brought back so many memories, both pleasant and unpleasant. ‘How many years has it been?’ the man wondered to himself.

It has been eight years to be exact. Eight years with no news, no stories, and no nothing about that man. He tried to stop himself but he couldn’t help but remember who he used to be and the man he used to love --- the man he still secretly loved --- Jung Yunho.

- Start Flashback-

There was a commotion in the playground. And being young, kids always felt curious about everything that happened around them.

Kim Jaejoong was no exception.

Hearing the fuss from where he was, he suddenly felt the itch to find out exactly what was going on. So Jaejoong walked to the crowd of kids surrounding the scene, shoving some of them out of the way to see through. And what he saw made his blood boil. A little boy was being bullied by some kids who were older and much bigger than their prey --- clearly they thought it was fun.

The little boy who was sprawled on the ground was already covered in dirt and some bruises, but the bullies continued to hit him with random objects while the boy just lay there. He didn’t even try to defend himself.

Jaejoong saw the tears welling in the little boy’s eyes, and his heart broke. With all the courage he had in him, he stepped in front of the culprits to protect the little boy. The bullies jeered at him and were about to start hitting him too when some mothers finally came to take the cruel boys away.

The injured kid stood up, limping, before nodding his thanks to the boy who came to his rescue. He was about to walk away but Jaejoong turned him back around. And as he did, seeing the other boy’s face so close to his made him fall back with a gasp, landing on his butt.

Jaejoong saw the boy wince as he fell, and immediately Jaejoong was by his side, reaching for his hand. “Hi, my name’s Jaejoong. What’s your name?”

The boy shuffled for a while and seemed lost as he stood, but then he found a twig nearby and started writing his answer on the sand.

“My name is Yunho.”

‘He’s mute…’ Jaejoong thought, a little shocked at the revelation. ‘No wonder those boys were bullying him.’

Jaejoong beamed at the timid boy in front of him. “Yunho ---that’s a nice name.” He said. “Can I be your friend? Wait, how old are you? I’m 9 but I think you’re younger than me,” He added with a chuckle. “I was born on January, how about you?”

The boy smiled brightly as he nodded again, showing his unique set of teeth that made him look a little chubby and cute. “I’m 9 years old too and I was born on February.” He wrote on the sand.

“Ha! I’m older! you need to call me hyung!” Jaejoong said, excited to meet a new dongsaeng. He started laughing, but then he stopped when he realized that Yunho couldn’t speak and wouldn’t be able to laugh with him.

Yunho on the other hand didn’t seem to mind, because he only smiled that adorable smile again as he wrote something else in the sand.

“Hyung!”

a/n: this has been edit and beta by my unnie!! thanks unnie!

[Fic] Betrayal Trust

Wed, 20 Feb 2008 10:05:06 GMT

Title: Betrayal Trust
Author: kyuu-chan (that's me! ^^)
Rating: NC-17, R
Pairing: Yunho and the other one is up to you to decide
Genre: smut, angst, a bit of rape i guess

Summary: He trust him soo much that he believe him, only to be drag in an empty room...what awaits him there
A/N: I can't imagine any of the members really can act like this, but it depends on you guys to choose who it will be, coz i'll put it at every DBSK fanfic LJ that i know. So it might be the other member or someone totally not in the industry business at all...as i said it depends on who you want it to be...anyway love all of you...and pleeeasee don't hate me for this...*puppy eyes*

He forced Yunho into an empty room. He pushed him onto the bed. Yunho bucked and screamed but it was too late for that. Anonymous was too focused on his own lust to care about Yunho’s feelings. Anonymous tore off the leader’s shirt. He moved his fingers down Yunho slim body. Yunho moaned lightly. He couldn’t possibly be enjoying this, could he? Anonymous returned his lips to Yunho’s only to take them away yet again. Anonymous tongue slide down Yunho’s chest. Yunho arched his upper body into Anonymous mouth. He couldn’t believe that his body wanted this. Anonymous simply smiled. He placed his lips around Yunho’s nipple. He bit down harshly and moved his tongue slowly around the centre. Making Yunho moaned and arch his back. Anonymous was bringing him great pain but also great pleasure.

Anonymous played with Yunho’s other nipple before moving his lips on it. Yunho moaned even more. His body was getting so hot. Before they both knew they were sweating heatedly. Yunho was so nervous he blushed the whole time. Anonymous on the other hand had much experience with these kinds of things. He moved his hand down Yunho’s body until he grasped his boxers. Yunho bucked his hips into Anonymous’s hands. Anonymous was pleased with Yunho’s willingness. He thought that Yunho would make it harder for him. He trailed his tongue down to Yunho’s boxers.

Yunho had never had anyone do the things that Anonymous was doing to him. Anonymous took out Yunho’s fully erected member and licked the very tip of the head. Yunho was trying to rise up so that Anonymous’s lips were completely on his erections. Anonymous was good at teasing. He wouldn’t give Yunho completely satisfaction, not yet. He continued to slowly lick around Yunho’s head. He was waiting for something he knew it had to be coming soon. Yunho was about to explode.

“Please, let me cum…” Yunho was begging, he wanted this so bad.

That’s all Anonymous wanted to hear, Yunho begging for him, wanting him. Anonymous moved his whole mouth over Yunho’s erection. Yunho moaned with relief. Anonymous’s mouth on his member was pure ecstasy. Anonymous knew just how to move, how to make Yunho scream his name. Anonymous was truly talented. One of Anonymous’s fingers traced Yunho’s opening. Yunho hardly noticed because of what Anonymous was doing to him, but as soon as Anonymous pushed his finger into Yunho’s small entrance Yunho stopped feeling all pleasure.

“Stop it, it hurts!” Yunho screamed out, struggling against Anonymous.

“I’m trying to do you a favour Yunho. Now sit still or this is just going to hurt more,” Anonymous said, moving his finger in and out of Yunho.

Yunho couldn’t imagine any worse pain than this. He was wincing the entire time because he wanted Anonymous’s damn finger out of him. Anonymous got annoyed easily. Yunho was refusing to sit still until Anonymous pushed another finger into him. Yunho gasped at once, his eyes start to glisten with tears. Anonymous pushed his fingers deeper inside of Yunho. Yunho was getting used to the feeling of his finger inside him. In fact when Anonymous tried to add another feeling it didn’t hurt as much. Yunho shortly found himself panting and moaning for Anonymous. Anonymous was pushing his fingers into Yunho harshly. He figured that Yunho was ready now.

Anonymous positioned himself behind Yunho. Yunho was in such a daze he couldn’t possible imagine what was about to happen to him. Anonymous did not plan on moving slowly with Yunho. He was only doing this for his own pleasure not Yunho’s. Anonymous stuck his own head in front of Yunho’s opening. He groaned as he began pushing himself into Yunho, and Yunho wasn’t helping any by trying to struggle yet again.

“Stop please. I’m begging you to stop!” Yunho cried out, it was just too painful.

Anonymous grabbed Yunho’s hair and covered his mouth, “Shut up Yunho.”

Anonymous had barely slide full inside Yunho’s tight body. He started moving inside of Yunho without letting him get used to the feeling. Yunho was screaming out in pure pain. He didn’t want to do this anymore .Anonymous was really hurting Yunho, but of course Anonymous didn’t care. He was so close to his climax that not even Yunho’s constant pleas could stop him.

Tears just kept flowing down Yunho’s face. It didn’t feel good to him at all. Anonymous was pounding so hard in to Yunho’s pliant body. Now Yunho could feel the hatred for Anonymous more than ever. How could Anonymous just use him like that? Yunho wondered when the pain would stop when he felt something hot fill him. Anonymous collapsed on top of him. Yunho simply lay underneath him shaking tremendously. Anonymous could care less what state Yunho was in, that was the best sex he had ever had.

He rolled off Yunho and to the side of the bed, dressing himself, “I’m glad we did this Yunho. I would say we should do it again sometime but I don’t want the others to know about us” Anonymous smirked at Yunho.

Anonymous walked out of the dark room. Yunho just lay there. He was paralyzed. He couldn’t believe what had just happened. He didn’t want Anonymous to be his first. He didn’t want Anonymous to do the things that he did. He didn’t want Anonymous to rape him. Yunho involuntarily curled up into a little ball. He felt so dirty. He didn’t want to go on living. Not after what Anonymous just did to him.

Anonymous was suppose to be his friend, he trust him. When Anonymous said he wanted to play a game, Yunho just agrees. He never thought the game is this kind of game. He continues to sobs quietly until something caught his eye. It was shimmering on the floor. Pocket knife never sound soo useful to him until today.

a/n: no killing me...i'm guilty as hell by writing this..but don't kill me....uwaa *dodging anything flying*

[Fic] Deep Wanting

Wed, 20 Feb 2008 08:22:38 GMT

Title: Deep Wanting
Author: kyuu-chan (that's me! ^^)
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: YooHo/YunChun - seme!chun and uke!ho-
Genre: Smuttish

Summary: In a bathroom, both of them alone, the other three already sleeping...the want is deep
A/N: I dedicate this to my love dearie dbdbyeah and my master toma_love- sama...i love you guys..^^

”Yoochun…”

”Yes, Yunho? What do you want of me?” He kissed Yunho’s cheek carefully.

”Yoochun…”

”What do you want me to do?” He sniffed Yunho’s hair. ”Tell me. You wanted me to give it to you… What is it that you want of me?”

”You…”Yoochun pulled out his fingers from Yunho’s anus and placed the head of his erection against Yunho’s hole. He pushed inside slowly. Yunho moaned loudly. He pushed back and Yoochun slid all the way in.

”Yoochun… Oh fuck…”

”Yunho…” Yunho clawed on the wall. Hearing his name from Yoochun’s lips made his whole body ache, shiver and spasm. Yoochun felt Yunho’s muscles around him. He laid his left arm around Yunho’s waist and the other against the wall. Pressing his chest against Yunho’s back. He pulled out and pushed back in. Yunho whimpered. Beautiful Yunho.

”Yoochun. Fill me…” Yoochun groaned. He moved at a slow pace. He kissed and licked Yunho’s shoulder. He bit down and sucked making Yunho cry out. He kept going at his slow pace.

”Yoochun, don’t tease me…faster!”

”I don’t care.”

”Yoochun!” Yunho pleaded and his hand went faster around his erection. Yoochun grabbed the hand and placed it on the wall holding it there. Yunho was about to put his other hand around him instead but Yoochun grabbed that hand too, pinning it against the wall. He laced their fingers together. Yunho looked at him over his shoulder. Yoochun looked back. Straight into the leader eyes. He moved as slow as before. Keeping Yunho from touching himself. Yoochun wanted this slow. He leaned forward and kissed Yunho. Sweet lips against his own.

Yoochun kept his slow pace. Yunho felt his orgasm build up slowly. So slowly. So slowly but at the same time so good. He knew already that he would be cumming hard. He already knew he’d be cumming much sooner than Yoochun. He knew Yoochun would make him cum several times before himself.

Yoochun took pleasure in giving Yunho pleasure. Every now and then he would kiss Yunho on the lips. Yunho would kiss him back. Soft and slow. Yunho closed his eyes.

He let go of Yoochun’s lips and screamed as he came all over the wall. Yoochun kissed his neck and kept going. Yunho whimpered. His nerves were having an overload.

“Yoochun…” he moaned.

[Fic] I Love You...

Wed, 20 Feb 2008 07:22:57 GMT

Title: I Love You...
Chapter: 01/??
Author: kyuu-chan (that's me! ^^)
Beta: Pachi-nee (my unnie! ^^)
Rating: PG-13 -but there would be uhh PG-16?? or NC-17??-
Pairing: Jaeho - seme!jae and uke!ho-
Genre: Angst, Chaptered

Summary: A story down a memory lane, a memory he wish to forget, but can't, he won't forget...so painful, but he still grasping it...Yunho...
A/N: I dedicate this to all of you who wish to read this story and of coz all of you...

Prologue

“I love you…”

A man in his late twenties sat alone in the dark room. His black hair fell messily around his face, covering his beautiful eyes. The man sighed as he finished another manuscript before its deadline.

His head shot up at the sound of a thump from the living room. He stood up and walked over to where the noise came from, only to find a little boy, his son --- the only reason why he was still up on his toes and working as hard as he could. The angel, whose smile gave him strength, courage, and life.

His son was the splitting image of a familiar man.

The boy was sprawled on the couch and was completely focused on what he was doing. The older man almost smiled, until he realized the big mess all the drawings were creating on the sofa and the living room floor.

“Kim YunHo!” He demanded. “What is all this? Have I not told you a thousand times before not to make a mess around the living room?” The 6 year old boy, with all his untainted innocence, simply broke into a smile and continued drawing.

In the kitchen --- after he decided that it was impossible to stop his son from his activities --- the older man started making dinner.

“Appa, can you help me with this drawing? I can’t seem to make it look nice.” A small voice suddenly called from outside the kitchen.

“What are you drawing?” He asked as he entered the living room, smiling as his son jumped happily from the couch to him, paper in hand.

“That one, dad…” Little Yunho said as he pulled at his father’s shirt, pointing at a butterfly drawing that was hanging on the wall.

The man suddenly went rigid.

The drawing brought back so many memories, both pleasant and unpleasant. ‘How many years has it been?’ the man wondered to himself.

It has been eight years to be exact. Eight years with no news, no stories, and no nothing about that man. He tried to stop himself but he couldn’t help but remember who he used to be and the man he used to love --- the man he still secretly loved --- Jung Yunho.

a/n: this has been edit by my unnie since my grammar is sooo bad...hahahaha
thank you unnie!!!

ATTENTION!!!

Tue, 19 Feb 2008 07:08:48 GMT

hai to everyone i'm not new, but ut it's kinda my first(technically second but never mind that) fic in a very loooong time ^^
i just wrote a little something, and i haven't finish it yet...
but i really want to know if you guys want to read this fic or not...
that's why i'm going to leave a preview of it...
if you want to read it please tell me...then i'll post it....
if not...hahaha i'll keep the fic for myself then....
and i wrote this while thingking of my dearie dongsaeng heartoffire03

a/n: my skill are all rusty so don't expect any great stuff as in BOOM!...i don't think i can do that....
oki no more blabbling, the preview....

The man suddenly went rigid. The drawing brings so many memories, pleasant and unpleasant. ‘How many years had it been’ the man wondered himself. It has been 8 years, no news or what so ever stories about that man. He felt himself remembering his past self, and the man he still secretly loved, Jung Yunho…

-Flashback-

“Hai, I’m Jaejoong what your name is?”

The boy seems to panic for a while, but then he pick up some twig and wrote his name on the sand. ‘He’s mute.’ Jae thought.

“My name is Yunho”

“Oh, Yunho that’s a nice name, can I be your friend? Hmm, wait how old are you? I think you’re younger than me I'm 9 and I was born on January how bout you?”

The boy smiles brightly and nods his head, showing his unique set of teeth that make him look a little chubby and cute. Then he wrote back some answers from Jae questions.

“I’m 9 years old and I was born on February”

“Ha Ha, I’m older, you need to call me hyung!”

Jae was laughing, but suddenly he remembers that Yunho can’t speak and feel guilty, but Yunho just seem to smile happily while wrote something on the sand. After he finishes writing he nudges Jae to read it.

“Hyung!”

a/n: short preview, but thats all i can give...dakara if you want to read the whole thing tell me or else i won't post, and it kinda depends on how many of you who want it...gahahaha i'm evil! XDD

tell me ^^

[Fic] Leader's Parody

Wed, 06 Feb 2008 06:07:42 GMT

Title: Leader's Parody
Length: One-shot
Author: MeYYYY...XD
Pairing: JungHo -uke!Ho-
Rating: NC-17

Genre: Smut >.<

Summary: All of the member of SuJu and DBSK is planning on making a surprise birthday party for Yunho, so they decide the leader of SuJu is best to distract the leader of DBSK so that Yunho wouldn't know about the plan. But what do our LeeTeuk do with Yunho in a close place with just the two of them?? want to know? Click just below here...^^

A/N: Hey everyone, it's a comeback from me....^^
I feel the need to caome back cuase it's Yunho's birthday and i decide to have some fun with my new foumd uhh fic??
Anyway enjoy ^^, comments are all love <33

Yunho's eyes flew open wide as his hyung used his arm to clear the table of clutter. Yunho jumped up, startled. Plates hit the floor in a crash but all Yunho could focus on were the mischievous eyes locked onto his own.

"Jungsu-hyung?"

There was no answer from the older boy, only his innocent smile that was starting to look more like a smirk. Jungsu crossed to Yunho's side of the table and slid his arms to rest on either side of the boy, pinning him in place.

Yunho thought about ducking to escape and his eyes darted downward. He noticed something else then, besides his suddenly scary hyung hovering over him. His hyung had a tent in his pants.

Yunho gulped and his gaze jerked back up to Jungsu's face, focusing on the boy's chin as a blush started to burn its way across his face. If anything, Jungsu's smile grew wider and he pressed his advantage.

Leaning in closer, Jungsu brought his lips to caress over Yunho's. The boy froze and thoughts of escape flew out the window as his hyung started to nibble on his lower lip insistently. When Jungsu pulled away slightly, he smirked when he saw the dazed look on Yunho's face. He leaned in again, this time with his lips ghosting over the boy's ear.

"Tell me to stop and I will." He whispered.

Yunho snapped back to attention, but couldn't bring himself to voice an objection. Jungsu's lips had started to kiss the side of his neck and he couldn't think of one reason to tell his hyung to stop.

A small sigh and the relaxing of the boy before him told Jungsu all he really needed to know. Chuckling softly, he trailed his tongue up to Yunho's ear and let it play with the curves as Yunho's breathing hitched.

Yunho's hands tentatively rose; he wasn't sure what to do with them. He settled on tangling them in Jungsu's shirt as the older boy's tongue swirled over his ear. Yunho's eyes closed in pleasure and he tipped his head to the side, hoping to encourage Jungsu to continue.

Jungsu's hands left the table to rest on Yunho's back, one hand sliding down slowly, coming to rest on the boy's backside. A small noise escaped past Yunho's lips but it wasn't one to tell Jungsu to stop. Jungsu's smile widened and his roving hand squeezed a little.

Yunho decided he liked what his hyung was doing. He turned his head to leave chaste little kisses on Jungsu's neck, tugging on his shirt to bring him closer. He was caught off-guard when the other boy grabbed his behind in both hands and lifted him off the ground. Yunho's legs instinctively wrapped around Jungsu's waist and he tingled inside at the appreciative noise his hyung made in response.

Jungsu laid the boy down on the table he'd cleared and noticed Yunho's legs stayed wrapped around his waist. His eyes glimmered as he raised a hand to prop himself up above Yunho and he proceeded to do his best in kissing the boy senseless.

Yunho gave in to the older boy's insistent mouth over his own and opened up, allowing Jungsu's tongue to sweep inside and explore. He noticed his breathing had gotten faster, something that was not helped by the warm hand creeping under his shirt. He wondered how far his hyung wanted to go; he didn't think he'd be able to stop though, so that thought was cast away.

Jungsu trailed his hand up under Yunho's shirt, his fingers teasing across the boy's stomach and ribs. Finally, he reached his goal and traced a few circles over Yunho's nipple before giving in to the urge to pinch.

"Ah!" Yunho's back arched a little and he mewled into Jungsu's mouth. His thoughts were scattered as Jungsu rolled the small bit of flesh between his fingers. Jungsu felt Yunho’s hands trying to tug him closer and he complied, taking the opportunity to rub himself against the boy's firm backside and relieve some of his own tension.

Yunho found himself caught between focusing on Jungsu’s hard erection rubbing into the crack of his behind, the cruel fingers torturing his nipple, or the demanding mouth battling his own. He could feel the tingle in his belly getting stronger with every minute that passed. No, he did not want his hyung to stop. If Jungsu's sadistic side kicked in and decided to leave him like this, hyung or not he swore he'd kick the older boy's butt.

Jungsu chose that moment to lift away from Yunho slightly, to see if he'd given Yunho that wonderful dazed look he liked so much. The boy's eyes were closed and his chest was heaving, gulping in air. Jungsu's eyes trailed down, taking in the fact that Yunho's hands were still clutching his shirt tightly - he'd have wrinkles in it from this, but he couldn't bring himself to care. His eyes continued downward, stopping when they reached Yunho's jeans.

Yunho felt his hyung's hand stop teasing his nipple to trail back down his stomach, almost tickling, until it reached the waistband of his jeans. His breathing had started to slow back to some semblance of normal, but now he found himself holding his breath. He let it out in whoosh of air when Jungsu's hand continued, his fingers trailing over the slight hardness under the denim cloth.

Jungsu's eyes lit up in triumph. His fingers traced casually over his prize, making Yunho squirm slightly. He brought his eyes back up to look at the boy's face, and smirked when he saw the determination flare in Yunho's eyes right before he jutted his hips up, gaining a firmer touch from his hyung. Jungsu let his hand cup Yunho, rubbing gently. Yunho's eyes slid almost shut; his hips seemed to be rising of their own accord now. Jungsu could feel the boy's erection firm under his hand.

"Jungsu-hyung..." Yunho hissed.

"Yes, Yunho?" Jungsu's eyes opened to stare into Yunho's.

"You'd better not stop."

Jungsu was amused by Yunho's attempt to glower at him through the haze of pleasure he was inflicting on the boy. He didn't reply, just gave Yunho that irritating little smile he always seemed to wear. And rubbed his hand a little harder. His efforts were rewarded by Yunho dropping his head back on the table with a choked groan and another demanding upward thrust of his hips.

"Would you like... more?" Jungsu asked, his voice a little huskier than normal.

Yunho resisted the urge to whine. Of course he wanted more! He tried to get the message across by tightening his legs around Jungsu's waist, pulling the older boy into rubbing himself against him harder. Yunho had a smirk of his own at the low groan he drew from his hyung. Jungsu's eyes narrowed in contemplation. He was ready for more, eh?

Jungsu smiled a truly evil grin. Yunho barely had a chance to become suspicious before the older had gripped the waistband of Yunho's jeans and underwear in both hands and pulled them down and off, exposing the boy to the cool air. Yunho's blush suddenly flared to life again as his hyung's eyes took in every inch, trailing down his trim waist to the erection Yunho sported.

Jungsu smirked as he noticed Yunho had taken to staring at his chin once more. The boy was so cute when he blushed, Jungsu thought. He made a note to try making Yunho do that more often. Meanwhile... Jungsu trailed his hands down Yunho's legs until he could grab hold of the boy's ankles. Placing Yunho's feet on his shoulders, Jungsu grabbed a chair and sat down in it, bringing his head to just the right height.

Yunho stared as Jungsu gazed up at him mischievously. What was his crazy hyung doing now? He watched as Jungsu licked his lips, still staring up at him, before his gaze dropped down. Yunho's breath caught in his throat. Was he going to?

"Yesss..." Yunho's head fell back to the table again as Jungsu started to lick at his erection. One hand came up to grasp Yunho and pump him leisurely, and Jungsu reveled in the small whimpers that made their way from the stubborn boy's mouth. Yunho felt something tugging at his shirt and raised himself up on his elbows.

He was caught up in the sight of Jungsu's mouth opening wider to wrap around the tip of his erection. A finger tapping against his lower lip caught his attention and he opened his mouth without a second thought. Jungsu's index finger proceeded to slide slowly past his lips, almost a mirror image of what Jungsu was doing with his own mouth.

Yunho trailed his tongue along the sides of Jungsu's finger, his mouth opening a little wider to admit a second finger. He concentrated his attention on trying to get a reaction from Jungsu by sucking and licking his hyung's fingers in much the same way that Jungsu was to Yunho's erection. Yunho watched through half-open eyes as Jungsu's head bobbed up and down leisurely, occasionally pausing to stroke his tongue along the slit of Yunho's erection and pull a small whine from the boy.

Slowly, Jungsu let his mouth release Yunho with a small 'pop' and blew lightly. A shiver ran up Yunho's spine and he watched as Jungsu moved his head lower, his breath ghosting hotly over Yunho's balls. Yunho closed his eyes, enjoying the feeling. He barely noticed when Jungsu's fingers slid from his mouth.

Jungsu eyed the younger boy through his bangs, smirking. Then he lowered his head once more, and trailed his tongue over Yunho's opening. A strangled gasp was torn from the boy as that devious tongue flicked back and forth, and Jungsu had to hold Yunho's hips down when they jerked up again. Yunho squeezed his eyes shut as he felt Jungsu's tongue drill into him, in and out, wetting him thoroughly.

He jumped a bit when he felt something longer start to ease its way inside him. He could feel it reaching further than Jungsu's tongue could, stretching him as it worked slowly in and out. Yunho made an effort to make himself relax, to keep his body from fighting the invading finger. After a few minutes he felt it retreat entirely, and he shifted his head to look down at Jungsu.

His breath caught as he watched Jungsu slide his fingers in out out of his own mouth, coating them with his own saliva. Yunho watched as they slid slowly out of his hyung's mouth and returno slo slide back into him. First one finger again, closely followed by a second, and Yunho held his breath until his body adjusted once more.

The process continued, Jungsu waiting until Yunho had relaxed to two fingers, pulling them out to wet them once more before returning with three. Yunho winced as the stretching feeling grew stronger, but was soon distracted by Jungsu's mouth returning to his erection to practically swallow him whole in one move. Jungsu felt a sense of triumph once more as Yunho squirmed before him, the boy's hands raising to tangle in his own hair as Jungsu crooked his fingers slightly to brush gently over Yunho's prostate.

"Ah! Jungsu-hyung! His cry was choked, and Yunho's back arched off the table as Jungsu continued to thrust his fingers in, hitting Yunho's prostate, and his mouth sucking hard on Yunho's erection. Jungsu could tell the boy was getting close, and made him slow down. Yunho's harsh breathing echoed in the room, and he groaned as Jungsu withdrew his fingers from him slowly.

Yunho watched as Jungsu stood, hands rising to pull his shirt over his head, lean muscles stretching with the action. The shirt was tossed away and Jungsu's hands lowered to his pants, undoing the fly and hooking his thumbs in both his pants and boxers to slide them down past his hips and let them fall to the floor. Yunho unconsciously licked his lips as he eyed his hyung almost warily. Jungsu seemed to know what he was doing, at least.

Jungsu stepped closer once more and leaned over Yunho, staring into the boy's eyes as he spat into his hand. "Tell me to stop."

Yunho's stubbornness kicked in and he glared back, his jaw jutting out. "No."

Jungsu's eyes closed once more and the smirk returned to his face. His hand lowered to stroke his own erection, make himself slick as his face came within an inch of Yunho's. Jungsu's breath ghosted over Yunho's lips as he whispered, "This is going to hurt..." and slowly worked to penetrate the boy.

Yunho's yelp was lost as Jungsu's mouth covered his own, swallowing the pain-filled whimpers as he waited for the younger boy to adjust. Yunho worked to make him relax once more, wincing as Jungsu pulled out a bit before sliding back in. It burned. He was partially distracted as Jungsu's tongue thrust into his mouth, sweeping across his palate in a move that almost tickled.

Yunho's tongue battled, sliding against Jungsu's and gliding across his hyung's teeth, tasting something sour, took him a moment before he realized he must be tasting himself, and he felt his face heat up once more. Jungsu had started to slide in and out of Yunho fully now, and the older boy pulled away to watch as Yunho blinked wetness out of his eyes.

"That hurt, hyung."

"Mianhe, but I did warn you it would. It's better now though, right?"

Yunho paused, and concentrated on Jungsu's slow thrusts. It had stopped hurting so much. In fact, it was starting to... tingle. Experimentally, Yunho clenched his muscles around Jungsu a bit tighter. He smirked when he heard his hyung gasp and closed his eyes when Jungsu's next thrust was a bit harder.

"Hai, hyung. You are getting better."

Jungsu's eyebrows rose at that. It seemed the boy had recovered enough to be a snob again. Well. He'd just have to fix that, wouldn't he?

Yunho's legs had been wrapped around his waist again, and Jungsu caressed the boy's thighs, his hands slowly making their way upward. He let them catch on Yunho's shirt, bunching it up under the boy's arms. Yunho squirmed as Jungsu's mouth came down again, this time to lick at his right nipple. The older boy's tongue traced in circles around it, before Jungsu's teeth came into play by nibbling gently, pulling more whimpers from the boy beneath him.

After a few minutes of slow thrusting in and out of Yunho and spending equal time tasting both of the boy's nipples, Jungsu's head raised and his hands caught Yunho under the arms. Yunho was caught off-guard as Jungsu raised him into an almost sitting position, nearly pulling out of him as he moved. Yunho was about to ask his hyung what he was up to, when Jungsu suddenly stepped back to sit in the chair again, pulling Yunho with him.

"AH!" Yunho's back arched sharply as Jungsu hit his prostate again, hard. His eyes shut again and his hands came up to grip Jungsu's arms tightly. Jungsu smirked and raised the boy in his arms up, only to let him slam back down again, wrenching a groan from Jungsu's own lips.

Yunho braced his feet on the rungs of the chair and used them for leverage as he helped Jungsu by thrusting himself downward sharply. Jungsu's head tipped back and a small moan of appreciation was pulled from the older boy. Jungsu's arms slid down to Yunho's waist and he gripped hard, thrusting even harder into the boy's hot channel. They were sweating, Jungsu's hips snapping up to Yunho's, and Yunho's head fell forward to Jungsu's shoulder.

Turning his head slightly, Yunho opened his mouth to place unsteady kisses along his hyung's neck. His eyes closed in bliss as Jungsu's left hand came up to grasp his erection and start pumping in time to his thrusts. Yunho's vision started to go white around the edges. It was too much; he couldn't take it anymore. A low keen started in the back of Yunho's throat, growing higher in pitch as he came close, so close to the edge.

One last tug at his erection by Jungsu and Yunho was thrown over, the white streams of come hitting his belly, shirt and Jungsu's chest. Yunho's mouth came down once more to bite at the straining tendon in Jungsu's neck, a futile effort to muffle his own noises.

"Ahh... Yunho!" This was the last straw for Jungsu, his head tilting sideways as he melted, even as his hips jerked up once more in an almost brutal thrust, his seed shooting deep inside Yunho's channel. They slowed, gradually coming to a stop. Yunho licked the bite marks on Jungsu's neck, and his hyung's arms wrapped around him lightly.

Jungsu chuckled and lifted his hand to lick away some of Yunho's come. Yunho lifted his head from his hyung's shoulder to look at him warily.

"How was that for an advance birthday present?"

*mine not...

who is me?

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 07:53:31 GMT

Hey...^^
I'm not new here actually, i just had to change my account so that i can get the problems solve. Ahh...before, I do write some fic but i stop when i delete the account, somehow i don't have anything in my mind that can be write for all of you wonderful readers out there...gomen ne!

So what else to tell...ahh let me tell you guys...
I mostly love DBSK and all the member
but if you want me to say who i love most...hahaha
that's definitely Jung U-Know Yunho !!! <33

As for my OTP pairing, let me introduce you to them:
-2U,YunChun,YooHo-

credit to vixoon for such a beautiful pic ^^

haa, i love this 2 guys soooo much!! ~~thou yunnie, my love for you is soooo much more XDD~~
i love other pairing as well, the other that i love are:
anyone~~butnofemale~~/ho

hmm, don't understand??
let me make you guys clear, i love any pairing ultimately male/male but the paring must consist of Yunho and not just any Yunho but Uke!Ho at that, i don't mind any male but please not someone too old or somehone that mostly people hate or i hate hahahaha...XDD

what else should i say, ohhh i'm a college student by the way, so i tend to get grumpy and moody sometimes coz life sux..hahaha XDD

anyway i appreciate everyone who has support me, and i love all of you
thats all jya!

-kyuu love-